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Growing up food insecure, Kimi Celidon and her sister see firsthand how their childhood experiences continue to impact their lives.
Celidon recalls sneaking leftover food back to her room, and now, when she shares a meal with others, she makes sure she gets enough to eat.
Then when the pandemic hit, Celidon said she and her sister talked about how conscious they needed to be to not panic and rush to the store to stock up on food.
“We’ve lived in food insecurity before and now here we are living in food insecurity again. Neither of us are worried about food insecurity anymore, but it still creates a lot of anxiety,” said Celidon, owner of Life Love Cheese, a Boston-based grazing board company.
Many people love the sight of a pantry full of food for themselves and their family. But if the food is too much, hidden, or too precious to throw away when it goes bad, experts say that person may be a food hoarder.
Studies estimate that between 2-6% of people suffer from hoarding disorder. International OCD FoundationA non-profit organization that supports people with obsessive-compulsive disorder. Stockpiling food.
According to the foundation, around 75% of these people suffer from another mental illness in addition to hoarding disorder, such as severe depression, social anxiety disorder or generalized anxiety disorder.
It’s natural to have an emotional connection to food and derive comfort from having access to it, says Kate Daigle, M.D., a licensed professional counselor and certified eating disorder specialist in Denver.
But for people who have suffered traumatic experiences such as obsessive-compulsive disorder or food insecurity, the desire to stockpile food can be debilitating, said the New York psychologist. Dr. Alexis Conason.
Food stockpiling depends on a person’s ability to purchase food, Daigle said.
For young children, that may mean hiding food from a parent or caregiver in their room or a closet, and sometimes they’ll eat it, and sometimes they won’t, she added.
“It’s just there as an emotional safety net from feeling like there’s not enough food,” Daigle says. “It’s not necessarily a physical lack of food, but you may have an emotional scarcity or scarcity mindset around food.”
Daigle said for adults and children who have money, that means going out and buying large amounts of food, sometimes hiding it in a stash.
It’s interesting to talk about food stockpiling after the COVID-19 lockdown because it served a purpose during that time, Daigle said.
But for most Americans, there’s no need to fill a basement, pantry or entire house with food, she says.
Food hoarding obsessions can have financial consequences, such as spending all of one’s money on food and not being able to meet other basic needs, Daigle said, and there are also hygiene and health concerns if food spoils.
Mental health and social relationships are also concerns, she added, as some people who engage in food hoarding behaviour may feel isolated out of shame, or feel more comfortable around food than being out in public.
Dr. Erin Reinhart, a professor of neuroscience at Susquehanna University in Selinsgrove, Pennsylvania, said stockpiling more food than is needed at any given moment is strategic in some ways and common in nature.
“It evolved as a kind of insurance against hunger,” she said.
Many animals have evolved mechanisms to store food to protect their survival, she added.
“When animals actually experience a short period of food deprivation, that behavior increases.” “It’s basically like an insurance policy, a way to make sure we don’t run out of food,” Reinhart said.
Although food hoarding may share some underlying issues with eating disorders, it isn’t necessarily caused by them, Daigle says.
“It’s not about the food, it’s about the behavior,” she says. Some eating disorders involve hoarding food, and the same experience can drive people to deal with both hoarding and eating disorder behaviors, she says.
Many people who behave in this way may have experienced significant trauma in childhood.
“Maybe there was a real lack of money to buy food for the family, so children stocked up on what they could eat,” she says. And as adults, people may continue to stockpile food for fear of becoming food insecure again.
But shortages of other things children need can also lead to food hoarding, Daigle said.
“Food may be controlled or the child’s emotional needs may not be met,” she said.
She said safety and security cannot be guaranteed in a home where there is addiction, physical or emotional abuse or neglect.
“That could mean reaching for comfort objects, whether that be food or other emotional objects, to try and get those needs met,” Daigle says.
Curiosity and compassion
Food hoarding often causes shame and isolation, so remember to approach a loved one you think may be hoarding with curiosity and an open mind, Daigle said.
Instead of focusing on how shocking the behavior is, ask about their emotional experience, she added.
If you’re seeing these behaviors in yourself, Daigle says you should know that there are ways to feel better. The next step, she adds, is to find professional support to heal any deep trauma or unmet needs and replace food hoarding with healthier coping mechanisms.
But the professional you work with shouldn’t be a diet coach or someone who berates you about food — instead, look for a licensed professional with expertise in trauma, eating disorders, OCD, anxiety, and compulsive behaviors, she says.
“The key is how much time and space this is taking up in your life,” Conason says. “If you feel like it’s preventing you from doing the things you enjoy or interfering with your quality of life, it’s definitely a good idea to seek support.”